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(no subject) [Feb. 21st, 2005|12:11 pm]
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gashesofhate
[mood |crappygrrr...]
[music |commercials on radio....]

okay decided to post some poems because I have nothing else to say....
yes I wrote them!
****************************************************
The nights we talked on the phone
you made me laugh
But the night we finally met
you sent blood through my vains
butterflies through my body
you made me feel alive
The night you told me you loved me
you almost made me bleed myself dry not knowing whatelse to do
But the night you never called
the blood stopped running through my vains
and the butterflies went away
the happyness that I had
has gone away
now I am nothing but dead inside
waiting for you to call me someday...

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_______FAT PIG_______
Look at myself in the mirror everyday
and alls I see is fat!
now I'm having another bad day
looking at my weight whenever I can
in such disgrace I cry and cry
shove my finger down my throat
and watch the puke come out
take a wiff and puke some more
step on the scale
and decide not to eat anymore
***********************************************************************
________ADDICTED TO PAIN_________
punch me in the eye and watch me snicker
make me hurt the best you can
and Ill laugh still
pull a blade across my face
and watch me laugh histarically
punch me in the face as hard as you can
and rip my hair out till I scream
and when I say stop...
dont listen to me
keep going until youve ripped me to shreads
turned me black and blue
made me bleed myself dry
and maybe then Ill know I am alive!
************************************************************************

</3melissa
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new here. [Feb. 15th, 2005|05:00 pm]
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xbeautifulflawx
[mood |awake]

Hey i just joined. I think this community is awesome and a great way to show people that they should be respected. Here's some pictures of me.

Cross your heart and hope to live...Collapse )

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well.. life is sucking lately [Feb. 7th, 2005|10:14 pm]
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nomindwierdo
[mood |blahblah]
[music |MXPX]

life has been sucking lately... i just dont get people sometimes... ugh.. i dont know what i'm complaining about... i mean i had a great time with my friends and stuff... but i dont know i just feel like im missing something... i must be wanting a boyfriend... why can't guys just come adn talk to me. i just dont get them... oh well i know i'll find a guy eventually... i just wish it would happen soon damnit! i guess thats all that was on my mind... i hope everyone is doing well... o i havent cut in a long time either! so i hope i can stick it out! pray for me! haha yea like prayer will help... psh...peace out...
~cara
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(no subject) [Feb. 1st, 2005|12:35 am]
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gashesofhate
[mood |tiredsleep...]
[music |papa roach...tear my heart open(scars)]

finally got a picture of my ugly face...

yea.....

more in MY livejournal....check em out if you get bored enough!

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(no subject) [Jan. 17th, 2005|12:22 am]
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gashesofhate
[mood |yeah...I did it!]
[music |radio...]

I am the one on the left...wicked ugly I know...but tell me what you think anyways!..honestly! please..!

yea.... :-(

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how is everyone? [Dec. 31st, 2004|07:57 pm]
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nomindwierdo
[mood |indescribable]
[music |none... ::tear::]

hey everyone... lately i have been doin pretty good... until today... my cold is at its worst and i finally talked to my mom about dropping out... so yea... but i found some great lyrics that totally go with this communities goal... here they are...
Simple Plan - "Shut Up"

There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you

You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time
To criticize me

It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do

You think you're special
But I know and I know and I know
and we know
That you're not

You're always there to point out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
(shut up, shut up, shut up)
Is gonna bring me down
(shut up, shut up, shut up)
You'll never bring me down

Don't tell me who I should be (Don't tell me who I should be)
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
I don't wanna waste my time
I'll watch you fade away

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

Shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say
Is gonna bring me down

Bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me down
Bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
You won't bring me down

Shut up, shut up, shut up


i hope u all go and atleast listen to simple plans cd... i used to hate them but i actually find their new cd quite good... and i can totally relate to the lyrics so u dont have to buy it but atleast give it a listen... and stay true to urself!!!
peace...
~cara
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(no subject) [Dec. 27th, 2004|02:29 pm]
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wsangelkitty
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community icon [Dec. 5th, 2004|12:56 pm]
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nomindwierdo
[mood |artistic]
[music |jay-z LP - points of authority/99 problems/one step closer]

the icon at the top of the page is for people who belong to this community... im gonna make a banner to put in ur info to link here eventually but feel free to take it and use it... please link this community(http://www.livejournal.com/community/x_be_yourself_x/) in ur likes section of ur info... u can look at mine for an example... well i hope everyone is havin a good day...
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(no subject) [Dec. 5th, 2004|12:57 am]
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piercedladyluck
[mood |calmcalm]
[music |MXPX: album: Before Everything and After]

Hey all!! I'm 23 and I'm judges everday of my life!!! I love to express myself and I'm put down for it. I can't go a day without someone calling me a FREAK!!! When u see me out.... I'm the girl with the unnaturaly dyed hair, piercings in her face and most likely wearing something of GC and most likely wearing my earphones listening to music. That make me a FREAK??? Anywho! It makes me soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo mad how stupid people are. I can't stand the fact that people look at me and think some meaningless dribblely bullshit about me.... when these people know nothing about me. I mean get to know me people, how hard is that???? People expect me say I'm sorry for looking the way I do. Well everyone, I'M NOT SORRY FOR THE WAY I LOOK!!!!!!!! I'm not going to change for the sake of someone else.... to make someone happy. If u don't like to way I look... hey that's fine.... but don't put me down for being me! And I never asked u to look at me in the first place.

People in this world need to grow up!!!!!!

Well Gotta Jet
Peace, Love & Bullet-Proof Hugs
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HI! [Dec. 4th, 2004|08:50 pm]
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krinklecut41490
[mood |hypertoo much caffine >.]
[music |Allister - Don't Think Twice]

HI! i am Katie. im 14. i too am judged by how i look. maybe not in the same way as cara but partly in that way. one reason is that im overweight. the other is because i dress how i want, and i dont care what other people think... well most of the time i dont... but there is always the times when im trying to impress someone... heh... well yea. so. i am hated for how i look... but alot of people just feel bad for me because i have multiple illnesses so they are nice. but i still know they talk about me behind my back. so yea... i guess im the first member and not many people will join right away so this is getting long because im rambling...

Love, Peace and all things Alkaline Trio! heh... i know ima spaz >.
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